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Sometimes all i want to do is scream and let it all out. All the pain and hurt that i feel i just want it gone. I know the world doesnt revolve around me. And yeah i know my problems are massive! But we all have problems no matter how big or small they are, to us. They feel like the biggest!
I know im lucky but i know that one day i wont.. One day i’ll have to move house and it would break my heart. I know that one day my parents will be divorced.. I’m terrified! I get attached easily. I love my home and i cant imagine not living here.. It gets me upset to know it could come any time now! And i just want someone to tell me its gonna be okay!

Things that are in my head.

1. I thought this summer we’d actually spend time together.. Like you said.

2. I feel like its always me thats makes an effort.. For once i actually want someone to make an effort with me. Im fed up of people changing the way they feel. I understand people change but seriously! I never thought you’d ditch me like this. You say one thing but tbh it means shit all.

3. Ive had enough shit 2/3 years ago i dont need it now. Especially not with you.. Grow up! I cant be dealing with it!!

I fly with the stars in the skies, I am no longer trying to survive, I believe that life is a prize but to live doesn’t mean you’re alive, Don’t worry bout me and who I fire I get what I desire it’s my empire
And yes I call the shots I am the umpire… i wish that i could have this moment for life, Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive
Nicki Minaj- Moment For Life

Its the fact i let you know things noone one knows…stuff about my dad which i find so hard to talk about to anyone! But with you i could talk about it.. But now you want me to hate you so you dont hurt me… What do i do!

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